Bawa
"Chapter 02" - Understanding âThe Light Childâ of âMy Godâ,Â
By Our Dearest Loving Daughter, Aziza Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), And Edited By Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), Now Living In âThe Worldâ As âOneâ With âMy Childrenâ, if you like, and that is for sure.
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01. Understanding âThe Light Childâ of âMy Godâ
Bawa. I feel âThe Light Childâ in âMy Inner Heartâ which is real, Which Is âThe Presence of Godâ, Within God Within Me. And I never want it to leave âMy Lifeâ because it is real and I'm not, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Because âThe Light Childâ in âMy Inner Most Heartâ Can Transcend âThe Graveâ, That Is, Can Transcend âMy Graveâ, Which In Truth Is Now âMy Mindâ Within Me, Just Within For âMy Current Lifeâ Within Me To Die At âMy Graveâ, Not To Die Before âMy Graveâ, All of Which In Truth Is Now âMy Mindâ Within Me, Just Waiting For âMe To Dieâ To âThe Fleshâ At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not To Die to âMy Mindâ Before âMy Graveâ, Within You Within Me, âO My Godâ, So It Can Become Immortal, That Is, So âMy Mindâ Within Me Can âWin Over Godâ Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, All of Which In Truth Is Now âMy Mindâ Within Me, Just Waiting For âMe To Dieâ To âThe Fleshâ At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not To Die To âMy Mindâ Before âMy Graveâ, Within You Within Me, âO My Godâ, So âMy Mindâ Within Me, And Now âEverythingâ Now Temporarily âLiving and Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, As Now In Truth âMy Mindâs Childrenâ of âDarkness & Evilâ, Can Become Immortal, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, So âMy Mindâ Within Me Can âWin Over Godâ Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which In Truth Is Now âMy Mindâ Within Me, Just Waiting For âMy Current Lifeâ To Die Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, Just Waiting For âMy Current Lifeâ As Now âThe Elemental Consciousnessâ of âI and Youâ, And of âMine and Yoursâ, and of âArroganceâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, As Now âMy Ego Lifeâ, As Now âMy Personal Lifeâ, As Now âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ Now Living As âA Personâ, As âAn Individualâ, As âA Womanâ, As âA Motherâ, And As âA Friendâ, On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, To Simply Die To âMy Outsideâ At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. But Not For âMy Current Lifeâ To Simply Die To âMy Mindâ Before âMy Graveâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, But Rather, To Simply âEnd At The Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, In Truth Not Going Anywhere, But Not To Simply âEnd In Godâ Before âMy Graveâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Next Going to You, âO My Godâ, And To âEverything of Godâ, Just Waiting To Fully Manifest Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sureÂ
Bawa. But Rather, Just Waiting For âMy Current Lifeâ To Die Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Next âEndingâ In âMy Mindâ Within Me, So âMy Lifeâ Now Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, And All of âMy Temporary Mind Childrenâ of âDarkness and Evilâ, Now âLiving And Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Can Next âLive Foreverâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And In âThis Wayâ, And Only In âThis Wayâ, With âMy Current Lifeâ Letting âMy Mindâ Within Me âWin Over Godâ Within Me, That Is, By Keeping âMy Ego Lifeâ âAlive & Wellâ Until âMy Graveâ Finds Me, That Is, Until âMy Graveâ Finds Me, Still Living In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From God Within Me, That Is, Until âThe Angel of Deathâ Finds Me Still Living As Now âMy Own Personal Lifeâ, As Now âMy 8th Hellâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, And As Now âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Now âAlive & Wellâ, Until âMy Graveâ Finds Me, Still Living In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From God Within Me, So âMy Mindâ Within Me Can âWin Over Godâ Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, As Now âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Until âMy Graveâ Finds Me, That Is, Until âMy Graveâ Finds Me In âMy Current Stateâ, That Is, Until âThe Angel of Deathâ Finds Me In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From God Within Me, Then Forever Keeping âMy Soulâ In Truth âSeparate Fromâ God Within Me, Then Forever Keeping âMy Soulâ Animating âThese Elemental Childrenâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me That Is, Then Forever âGiving Life Toâ All of âMy Mindâs Childrenâ, Now Temporarily âLiving & Thrivingâ As âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And Forever Keeping âMy Wisdomâ Surrounding âMy Soulâ Sleeping, That Is, Forever Keeping âMy Wisdomâ Just Waiting Forever For âThe Kiss of Wisdomâ, Now For My Age, Now For All Life, That Could Awaken It From âIts Slumberâ, That Is, Forever Keeping âMy Wisdomâ Surrounding âMy Soulâ Awaiting âThe Graceâ of âThe True Gnana Guruâ, Now For My Age, Now For All Life, Who Is Now Still Living In âThe Worldâ With Me, But Who We Have Never, Ever Truly Accepted, Realized (Become), And Then Understood (Transcended), and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which Is Like âSleeping Beautyâ Forever Awaiting âThe True Love Kissâ of âHer Princeâ, that Is, of âHer Princeâ Who Can Never, Ever Truly Come To Her, Because In Truth She Has âFallen In Loveâ With âThe 7 Dwarfsâ, That Is, Because In Truth âHer Lifeâ Has Mistakenly âFallen In Loveâ With âThe 7 Hellsâ That Have Now Fully Manifested Within âHer Mindâ Within Her, And As Such, She Has Truly Become âA Lifeâ That Does Not Truly Want To Awaken To âIts Truthâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which, âO My Godâ, Is Now âThe Current Stateâ of âMy Lifeâ, Having Mistakenly âFallen In Loveâ With âMy 7 Hellsâ, All of Which Are Now Fully Manifested Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, And As Such, âO My Godâ, We Have Become âA Lifeâ That Does Not Truly Want âMy Soulâ To Awaken To âIts Truthâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, We Have Become âA Lifeâ That Does Not Truly Want âMy Soulâ To Awaken To âIts Truthâ,
That In Truth,
âThere Is Nothing Other Than Godâ,
And Within âThatâ,
Right Now, This Very Moment,
âGod Is One With Youâ,
And Within âThatâ,
If You Like,
That Is, âIf You Are A Wise Childâ,
Now For Your Age,
And âNot Just A Foolish Child",
Now For Your Age,
âYou Are One With Godâ,
and that is for sure.
Bawa. But Rather, âO My Godâ, We Have Now Become âA Lifeâ That Now Just Awaits âMy Graveâ, That Now Just Awaits âMy Angel of Deathâ, All The While Content With âMy Current Stateâ, All The While Content To Just Continue To Participate In âMy Ego Lifeâ, That Is, All The While Content To Just Continue To Participate In âMy Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, As âA Womanâ, As âA Motherâ, And As âA Friendâ, But Always As âSeparate Fromâ You âO My Godâ, And As Always âSeparate Fromâ Everyone And Everything Else, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And All The While Content With Just âTalking About Godâ, And Just Writing âLetters About Godâ, That Is, And Just Writing About âGodâs Grace, Wisdom, And Divine Knowledge (âIlm)â, And Now Just Writing About âShaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And All The While Content With Just âActing Likeâ We Believe In God, âO My Godâ, All The While Truly Believing In âThe Worldâ, âO My Godâ, But Never, Ever Truly Wanting, Truly Intending, That âMy Current Lifeâ, O My God, Just âPeacefully Endâ In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, Just Truly End, Right Now, This Very Moment, In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, Before âMy Graveâ Finds Me, In âMy Current Stateâ, And Gives Me An âEternal Elemental Lifeâ As Eternally âSeparate Fromâ You, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That is, Rather Than Truly Wanting, Truly Intending, That âMy Current Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Just âPeacefully Endâ In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, Just âPeacefully Endâ In You, âO My Godâ, Right Now, This Very Moment, In You, âO My Godâ, While âMy Lifeâ Still Has âGreat Valueâ To You Within Me, âO My Godâ, And Still Has âGreat Valueâ To All of âYour Creationâ Within You, âO My Godâ, All of Whom Are Just Waiting To Fully Manifest Within âYou O Godâ, Within Me, As âYour Understandingâ of âYour Creationâ, if we like, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And All The While, âO My Godâ, With âMy Current Lifeâ Content Not Really Believing In âMy Truthâ, âO My Godâ, As Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Taught Me, And Now As Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Is Constantly Teaching Me, Somehow Thinking That âNo Matter Whatâ I Do With âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, That You Will Still âSave Meâ In âThe Endâ, Even âSave Me From Myselfâ, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Not Really Believing, âO My Godâ, That In Truth âMy Eternal Fateâ Is Completely In âMy Handsâ, Not In âYour Handsâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, Not Really Believing That What Will Happen To âMy Lifeâ In âThe Endâ, Is Truly In âMy Handsâ, Not In âYour Handâ, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Not Really Believing, âO My Godâ, That In Truth,
âThe Justice of Godâ
Is That âWhatever I Intendâ,
Is What âI Will Receiveâ,
and that is for sure.
Bawa. And That In Truth, âO My Godâ, All That âI Am Now Truly Intendingâ For âMy Lifeâ Are âMy 7 Hellsâ, Now âLiving & Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, And All That âI Am Now Truly Telling Youâ, âO My Godâ, That I Truly Want For Eternity For âMy Lifeâ, Are âMy 7 Hellsâ, Now âLiving & Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, All That âI Am Now Truly Telling Youâ, âO My Godâ, Moment To Moment In My Life, That I Want For âMy Lifeâ, Both Now And For Eternity For âMy Lifeâ, Are âMy 7 Hellsâ, Now âLiving & Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not By âMy Wordsâ, But Rather By âMy Actionsâ, That Is, But Rather By âThe Wayâ That We Are Now Truly âLiving Out Our Lifeâ In âThe Worldâ, Moment To Moment, That Is, As âSeparate Fromâ You Within Me, âO My Godâ, And As âSeparate Fromâ Everyone and Everything Else, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, All That âI Am Now Truly Telling Youâ, âO My Godâ, Moment To Moment In My Life, Is That âWhat We Wantâ, Both Now And Later, Is âMy 7 Hellsâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, That Is, Now Fully Manifested Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, All That âI Am Now Truly Ever Intendingâ For âMy Lifeâ Are âMy 7 Hellsâ, Now âLiving & Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, âO My Godâ, All That âI Am Now Truly Ever Telling You âThat I Wantâ From You, âO My Godâ, Both Now And For Eternity, Are âMy 7 Hellsâ, Now Temporarily âLiving and Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, Telling You âThisâ, And Only âThisâ, Moment To Moment, Hour To Hour, Day To Day, Year To Year, By Everything That âI Now Thinkâ, and That âI Now Doâ, and That âI Now Sayâ, And That âI Now Intendâ, Which In Truth Is Always Truly Something About âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within Me, That Is, Is Always Truly Something About âMy Mindâs Childrenâ, Now âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, And Never, Ever Truly Is About You, âO My Godâ, And Never, Ever Truly Is Something About You, âO My Godâ, That Is, And Never, Ever Truly Is About You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. But Rather, âO My Godâ, Is Always Truly Something About âMy 7 Hellsâ That Have Now Fully Manifested Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, All of Which In Truth Have Absolutely Nothing To Do With You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Or With âAnythingâ of Yours, Within You Within Me, âO My Godâ, All of Which Is Now Truly Just Waiting To Fully Manifest Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, That Is, When We Truly Become Peaceful With âOur Own Endingâ In You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Right Now, This Very Moment, Before âOur Graveâ Finds Us In âOur Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, And âHell Becomes Our Only Eternal Fateâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, With âMy Lifeâ Not Now Truly Believing In You Within Me, âO My Godâ, But Rather, With âMy Lifeâ Only Now Truly Believing In âMy Current Lifeâ, of âSeparation and Differencesâ, Now Truly âLiving and Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That is, âO My Godâ, With âMy Current Lifeâ Not Now Truly Believing In âMy Truthâ, That You Loving Gave To âMy Lifeâ At âThe Beginningâ of âYour Universal Journeyâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, And As Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Taught Me About Earlier, For Years And Years, And Now As Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Is Constantly Teaching Me About Now, For Years And Years, Somehow Thinking That âNo Matter Whatâ I Do With âMy Lifeâ That You, âO My Godâ, Will Still âSave Meâ In âThe Endâ, No Matter What I Do With âMy Lifeâ, All of Which In Truth Is Now Really All Only Happening Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, And Never, Ever Happening On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me, âO My Godâ, As âMy Lifeâ Now Still Mistakenly Believes, And Still Firmly Believes, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, With âMy Current Lifeâ Not Now Really Believing That In Truth âMy Eternal Fateâ, That Is, âMy Lifeâ After âMy Graveâ, âO My Godâ, Is In Truth Completely In âMy Handsâ, Not In âYour Handâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, That In Truth âMy Eternal Fateâ Is Either You, âO My Godâ, Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, First As âYour 7 Heavensâ, With âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ Next Starting âYour Universal Journeyâ Through âYour 7 Heavensâ, Within You Within Me, âO My Godâ, Or Is âMy Lifeâ Still Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, Next As âMy 7 Hellsâ, Next Eternally âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, As âOur Lifeâ Starts âOur Personal Journeyâ Through âOur 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, Or Is âMy Lifeâ Still Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, Next As âMy 7 Hellsâ, Next Eternally âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Keeping âMy Soulâ Eternally âSeparate Fromâ You Within Me, âO My Godâ, And Keeping âMy Wisdomâ Eternally âSleepingâ, Surrounding âMy Soulâ, âO My Godâ, As âMy Lifeâ Starts âOur Personal Journeyâ Through âThe 7 Hellsâ Within âOur Mindâ Within Me, With âOur Lifeâ Ending As âA Wormâ In Hell With Only One Level of Consciousness, Or Feeling, Not As Punishment or Reward, But Simply Because âThatâ Is âWhat Our Life Wantedâ From Everything That You Gave To âOur Lifeâ At The Beginning of âYour Universal Journeyâ Within Me, âO My Godâ and that is for sure.
Bawa. And As Such, âO My Godâ, âThisâ Is Now âThe Only Eternal Fateâ That Is Just Awaiting âOur Lifeâ At âOur Graveâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, âAn Eternal Fate of Hellâ, Within âOur Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure, No Matter What We Do, and that is for sure, That Is, Unless âYour Decide To Interveneâ In âYour Lifeâ, Within âOur Lifeâ, Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, If At âThe Endâ of âOur Dream Lifeâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Us, âOur Lifeâ Has Chosen To âDie To The Fleshâ At âOur Graveâ Within âOur Mindâ Within Us, Rather Than, Before âOur Graveâ Finds Us, âOur Lifeâ Has Chosen To âDie In Youâ, Within You Within Us, âO My Godâ, That Is, Before It Dies At âThe Graveâ, âO My Godâ, Because âAfter The Graveâ All Time For Choosing By âOur Lifeâ Is Over, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, If âWe Fail To Dieâ To âOur Ego Lifeâ, That Is, To âThe Personal Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Before âMy Graveâ Finds Me In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, But Rather, âOur Lifeâ Just Continue To âLet Our Mindâ Rule Over Me, Until At âThe Endâ of âOur Current Lifeâ In âThe Worldâ, If âOur Lifeâ Has Not Become Wise, âOur Ego Lifeâ Just Dies At âThe Graveâ Within âOur Mindâ Within Me, Not Before âThe Graveâ Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. Allowing âOur Lifeâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, To Next Become âOur Eternal 7 Hellsâ, Within âOur Mindâ Within Me, As âOur Lifeâ, As âThe Elemental Consciousnessâ of âI and Youâ, And of âMine and Yoursâ, And of âArroganceâ, Next Starts To Participate In âOur Personal Journeyâ Through âOur 7 Hellsâ For Eternity, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, If âMy Graveâ Finds âMy Lifeâ In âIts Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, That Is, With âMy Lifeâ Next âRoaming My Mindâ Within Me, For Eternity, âO My Godâ, As Demonic And Elemental Forces and Energies, Until âMy Individual Mindâ As âThis Earth Worldâ Or âThe Dunyaâ, As Bawa Calls It, Just Dies, âO My Godâ, That Is, Until âMy Individual Mindâ Comes To âIts Endâ, âO My Godâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And Then, âO My Godâ, With âMy Lifeâ Next Taking On â105 Million Rebirthsâ Within âMy Universal Mindâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, Within âThe Next Worldâ Or Akhirah, As Bawa Calls It, All Happening Within âMan-God/God-Manâ, Within God Within Me, As Bawa Calls it, With âMy Lifeâ Finally Ending, âO My Godâ, As âA Worm In Hellâ With Only One Level of Consciousness, Or Feeling, Again âNot As Punishment Or Rewardâ, âO My Godâ, But Simple Because âThatâ Is Exactly âWhat My Life Wantedâ From âEverythingâ That âYou O Godâ Have Given To âMy Lifeâ, Upon âMy Lifeâ Coming Into âThis Earth Worldâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, Until âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Finally Comes To âThe Placeâ Where Everyone Comes To âGreet GodâAnd âDwell In âHis Kingdomâ, And Give Up âThe Ghostâ, âO My Godâ, Finally Becoming âPeacefulâ With Its âOwn Endingâ In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, Finally âFreely and Willinglyâ Letting Itself âEnd In Youâ, âO My Godâ, Disappearing Into âThe Perfect Endingâ of âThat Perfect Storyâ, As Bawa Calls It, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. For In Truth, âO My Godâ, âThis is Now My Eternal Fateâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, âAn Eternal Fate of Hellâ, and that is for sure, That Is, As âAn Eternal Elemental Lifeâ of âSeparation & Differencesâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, Unless You, âO My Godâ, Start To Intervene In âYour Lifeâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Unless You, âO My Godâ, Start To Intervene In âYour Lifeâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure, All of Which In Truth Is âYour Light Childâ, âO My Godâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. For In Truth, âO My Godâ, The Little âIâ, Which Is âMy Current Lifeâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Which In Truth Is Now âMy Ego Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Cannot Transcend âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Because âMy Current Lifeâ Is Just âThe Illusory Dreamâ That Has Now Grown Out of âMy Mindâ Within Me, As Now In Truth âMy 8th Hellâ Within âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which In Truth Simply End, Either In You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Before âMy Graveâ Finds Me, Or In âMy Mindâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, At âThe Graveâ, That Is, When âThe Angel of Deathâ Finds Me, In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, One Or âThe Otherâ, But Never, Ever Both, and that is for sure.
Bawa. But, âO My Godâ, âMy Ego Lifeâ, That is, âMy Current Lifeâ, Can âSuccessfully Endâ In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, Before It Ends At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, Rather Than âUnsuccessfully Endingâ, At âMy Graveâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, If âMy Lifeâ Likes, That Is, If âMy Lifeâ Now Truly Join In Partnership With You, âO My Godâ, That Is, As âOne Withâ You, âO My Godâ, First On The Outside, And Then Within, Now For Our Age, Now For All Life, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That is, âO My Godâ, First On âThe Outsideâ of Us, That Is, At âDivine Feetâ of Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, and that is for sure, As Now âHis Life and Teachingâ, And Then Within âHis Heartâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which In Truth Is Now âYour Heartâ Within Us, âO My Godâ, That You Have Now Given To âOur Lifeâ, First On The Outside, And Then Within, As âYour Final Giftâ For âOur Lifeâ, That Is, Before We âUnsuccessfully Endâ At âMy Graveâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, But In Truth, âO My Godâ, You And Only You, âO My Godâ, Can âTruly Make This Happenâ In âOur Lifeâ, Not Us, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. But For âYou To Do Thisâ For âOur Lifeâ, We Must Truly Start To Live âTrusting In Youâ To Do âThisâ For âOur Lifeâ, And We Must Truly Start To Demonstrate âThis Intentionâ And âThis Trustâ, To You, âO My Godâ, Moment To Moment, In âOur Lifeâ Within You, âO My Godâ, For The Rest of âOur Lifeâ In âThe Worldâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, We Must Truly Start To Live As âOne Withâ, That Is, As âTwo Lives Now Living As One Lifeâ, With Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, As Best As We Can, Whenever We Can, For The Rest of Our Life In âThe Worldâ, Leaving âThe Restâ Completely âUp To Youâ, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure. Amen.
Bawa. For In Truth, âO My Godâ, We Now Realize Without âThe Slightest Doubtâ That This Is Now âThe Only True Cureâ Available For âOur Lifeâ, Now For Our Age, And Now For Our Life, That Is, Both For âThe Illnessâ of âOur Mindâ Within Me, And For âThe Illnessâ of âYour Soulâ Within You, Within Me, And For âThe Lifeâ of Each of Your Children, Without Exception, As Now On âThe Outsideâ of âOur Lifeâ As âHis Life and Teachingâ, And Then Within âOur Lifeâ As âHis Heartâ, And âHis Songâ (See "God's Song" of "Grace, Wisdom, and 'Ilm (Divine Knowledge)"), That Is, of Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, As Now âThe Only True Cureâ Available To Me For âMy 8th Hellâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy 7 Hellsâ, O My God, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, As Now âMy Current Lifeâ Temporarily âLiving and Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, All of Which In Truth âMy Lifeâ Is Now Letting âMy Mindâ Falsely Define As âMy Lifeâ For âMy Lifeâ, But In âThe Ignorance of âMy Lifeâ of You, âO My Godâ, And Now In âThe Arroganceâ of âMy Lifeâ About âIts Ignoranceâ of You, âO My Godâ, But All of Which In Truth Is âJust Not Trueâ, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, And All of Which In Truth Is Just âMy Personal Lifeâ As âElizabeth Weissâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Just Letting âMy Mindâ Falsely Define âMe For Meâ, Just Waiting For âThe Angel of Deathâ To Find Me In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, And Give Me As âMy Just Rewardsâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, As âMy Eternal Fate of Hellâ, That Is, of âAn Eternal Elemental Lifeâ of âSeparation Fromâ You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And All of Which In Truth, âO My Godâ, That Is, âMy Current Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Is Now In Truth âWhatâ Nourishes âThe 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Like âThe Weed Flowersâ Takes In âThe Sunlightâ And Nourishes âThe Rootsâ of âThe Weedâ, And As Such âThey Are Oneâ, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. As As Such, âO My Godâ, All of Which Is Now Also True For âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Which In Truth As âThe Temporary Elemental Livesâ of âDarkness and Evilâ Now Fully Manifested Within Me, That is, Now âLiving and Thrivingâ As âThe 7 Hellsâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Joined With âMy Current Lifeâ As âThe 8th Hellâ, Now Also Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Together Are âOneâ, That Is, As âMy Current Ego Lifeâ, That Is, As âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Joined With âThese Same 7 Hellsâ Within Me, Together Are âOneâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And As Such, âO My Godâ, âWe Are Oneâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, âThese 8 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Together Are One, âO My Godâ, That Is, Together As One, âO My Godâ, Now Falsely Defining âMe For Meâ, That Is, âMy Current Lifeâ As âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, Which Is Really Within Me, As âMy 8th Hellâ, And âThe Temporary Elemental Livesâ of Darkness and Evil, All Now âLiving and Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Together As âOneâ, âO My Godâ, As In Truth Now âThe Only True Illnessâ of âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, All Only Happening In Truth Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Never, Ever On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me, As âMy Mindâ Is Always Falsely Showing It To Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And You, âO My Godâ, And âOnly Youâ, âO My Godâ, Are âThe One True Cureâ For âThis Illnessâ of âMy Mindâ, And Within âThat Cureâ, For âThe Innessâ of âYour Soulâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, First, As âThe Cureâ For âThis Illnessâ of âMy Mindâ, Within Me, And Second, As âThe Cureâ For âThis Illnessâ of âYour Soulâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Both âPerfectly Createdâ By You, âO My Godâ, And âOnly By Youâ, âO My Godâ, And Now Both âPerfectly Endingâ, By You, âO My Godâ, And âOnly By Youâ, âO My Godâ, if we like, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And Now Both âPerfectly Endingâ, By You, âO My Godâ, And âOnly By Youâ, âO My Godâ, if we like, That Is, With You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, First âPerfectly Endingâ All of âThis Illnessâ of âOur Mindâ Within Us, if we like, âO My Godâ, And Second, With You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, âPerfectly Endingâ All of âThis Illnessâ of âYour Soulâ Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Us, if we like, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, Before âMy Graveâ Finds Me, âO My Godâ, Finds Me Still Living âAn Illusory Lifeâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, By You, âO My Godâ, First Healing âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, That Is, By You, âO My Godâ, Starting To Reveal You, âO My Godâ, Again Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, if âMy Lifeâ likes, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My God, âIf My Lifeâ Truly Becomes âA Wise Childâ, Now For My Age, Now For All Life, That Is, If âMy Lifeâ Is Now âTruly Done Withâ Being âJust A Foolish Childâ, Now for My Age, Now For All Life, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And âThisâ, And Only âThisâ, âO My Godâ, Is âThe Light Childâ of âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, Which Is âYour Lifeâ Within âYou O Godâ, Within Me, Dawning Within âMy Lifeâ Within âMy Mindâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, When You, âO My Godâ, Have Started To âCureâ Both âMy Mindâ, And âYour Soulâ, Because Now âWe Have Truly Started To Convinced Youâ, âO My Godâ, Moment To Moment, For The Rest of Our Life In âThe Worldâ, That Is, By âOur Actionsâ, Not By âOur Wordsâ, That We Are Completely Done With âThe One True Innessâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, That We Are Completely Done With âThe One True Innessâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me, Which Is Now âMy Ego Lifeâ, That Is, Which Is Now âElizabeth Weissâ Now âLiving and Thrivingâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, That Is, By Me Not Wanting To Truly End Now In You, âO My Godâ, That Is, With Me Now Not Being âPerfectly Peacefulâ With âMy Own Endingâ, In You, âO My Godâ, Right Now, This Very Moment, Before âMy Graveâ Finds Me In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And âThisâ, And Only âThisâ, âO My Godâ, Is How âThe Light Childâ of âMy Lifeâ Happens In âMy Lifeâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, As âYour Lifeâ Happening Within âYou O Godâ, Within Me, Dawning Within âMy Lifeâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure, That Is, As âYour Lightnessâ and âYour Loveâ and âYour Clarityâ and âYour Peacefulnessâ, Happening Within âYou O Godâ, Within Me, Dawning Within âMy Lifeâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, For The Benefit of All of âYour Creationâ, Within You âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. All of Which In Truth, âO My Godâ, Has âAbsolutely Nothingâ To Do With âMy 8 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That is, All of Which In Truth, âO My Godâ, Has Absolutely Nothing To Do With âMy Current Lifeâ, That Is, With âMy Ego Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me, All of Which In Truth, That is, As Now In Truth âMy 8th Hellâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âOnly Ever Really Benefits Or Nourishesâ, With Each Breath, With Each Look, With Each Word, With Each Intention, âMy 7 Hellsâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure. Amen.
Bawa. All of Which In Truth, âThat Is, As âMy 7 Hellsâ Now âLiving & Thrivingâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, As Now âThe Sworn Enemyâ of âMy Soulâ, âO My Godâ, In Truth Is Now Just Waiting For âMy Ego Lifeâ To End At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not To End Before âMy Graveâ Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, So It Can Become Immortal, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, So It Can âWin Over Youâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, All of Which In Truth Is Now Just Waiting For âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me, To Die At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not To Die Before âMy Graveâ Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, So It Can Become Immortal, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, So It Can âWin Over Youâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. All of Which In Truth, âO My Godâ, That Is, âMy 8 Hellsâ, Are Only Ever Really Happening Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me, As âMy Mindâ Is Always Falsely Showing To Me, Every Moment of âMy Lifeâ In âThe Worldâ, As In Truth âThe Great Deceptionâ of âMy Mindâ Over âMy Lifeâ, Which Bawa Calls,Â
âYour Fate Ruling Over YouÂ
With A Show of Scenesâ,
and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, As In Truth âThe Great Deceptionâ of âMy Mindâ Over âMy Lifeâ, That is, As In Truth âA Deceptionâ of âMy Mindâ Over âMy Lifeâ, That Is, As In Truth âThe Great Illnessâ of âMy Mindâ, That Only You, âO My Godâ, Can Cure, if we like, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, As In Truth âThe Great Illnessâ of âMy Mindâ, That Is, âMy Ego Lifeâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That If Left Untreated By You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Will Most Certainly Lead âMy Current Lifeâ To Truly Die At âMy Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Rather Than To Die In You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Before âMy Graveâ, That Is, To Only Die When âMy Graveâ Finds Me In âMy Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Allowing âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, To Next Become âEternal Elemental Livesâ of Darkness & Evil âLiving And Thrivingâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, When âMy 8th Hellâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, As Now âMy Ego Lifeâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, As Now âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ, Simply âEnds At The Graveâ, Not Going Anywhere, Having Unsuccessfully Completed Its âTrue Workâ For You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Which Is To Let You, âO My Godâ, âHeal My Mindâ, And Then âHeal Your Soulâ, But Instead Stayed âAlive & Wellâ Until âMy Graveâ Found It In Its âCurrent Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Only Dying At âThe Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Not Before âThe Graveâ Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Allow âMy Mindâ Within Me, To âWin Over Youâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, Instead Allowing âMy 7 Hellsâ To Next Become âMy Eternal Elemental Lifeâ, Eternally Roaming Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Again As âThe Triple Dirtâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, First As âThe Triple Dirtâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me, Before âMy Graveâ, That Is, âO My Godâ, As My âArrogance, Karma, and Illusionâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me, And Next, âO My Godâ, As âThe Triple Dirtâ of âMy Mindâ Within Me, After âMy Graveâ, That Is, As âThe 3 Worldsâ of âDemonic Forces & Elemental Energiesâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, And Next, âO My Godâ, As âThe 3 Worldsâ of âDemonic Forces & Elemental Energiesâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, That Is, As âThe Worldâ of Demons (blood sucking being), And As âThe Worldâ of âJinnsâ (fire eating beings), And As âThe Worldâ of âFairiesâ (illusory being), All Next Existing Exclusively Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, All Keeping âMy Soulâ Eternally âSeparate Fromâ You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, And âO My Godâ, All Keeping âMy Wisdomâ Eternally Sleeping, Surrounding âMy Soulâ, âO My Godâ, With âThe Elemental Consciousnessâ of âMy Lifeâ of âI and Youâ, And of âMine and Yoursâ, And of âArroganceâ, Next Participating In âThe Eternal Personal Journeyâ of âMy Lifeâ Through âThe 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. But You, âO My Godâ, Are âThe Only True Friendâ of âMy Mindâ, And of âMy Soulâ, And of âMy Lifeâ, , and that is for sure.
Bawa. And In Truth, âO My Godâ, You Too, âO My Godâ, Are Just Waiting For âMy Ego Lifeâ To Die, That Is, For âMy 8 Hellsâ To Die, That Is, For âMy Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of Me To Die, But Not At âThe Graveâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, But Rather, To Die Now, Right Now, Before It Dies At âThe Graveâ, But Rather, To Die This Very Moment, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, O My God, That Is, To Now Die Within âThe Life and Teachingâ, And âThe Heartâ, And âThe Songâ (See "God's Song" of "Grace, Wisdom, and 'Ilm (Divine Knowledge)"), of Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That is, âO My Godâ, But Rather, To Die Now, Right Now, Before âMy Graveâ, So You, âO My Godâ, Can Transform âMy Lifeâ of Darkness & Evil, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Into âYour School of Contrastâ For âYour Soulâ, Within You, âO My Godâ Within Me, That Is, As âYour School of Contrastâ For âYour Light Childâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within âOur Lifeâ, Within âOur Mindâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. For In Truth, âO My Godâ, You Too, âO My Godâ, Are Just Waiting For âThe Illusory Lifeâ of âElizabeth Weissâ On Some âIllusory Outsideâ of Me To Die, That is, As In Truth âMy Ego Lifeâ, That Is, As In Truth âMy 8th Hellâ Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, To Die, But To Die Now, Right Now, This Very Moment, Before âMy Graveâ, So You, âO My Godâ, Can Start To Teach âYour Light Childâ About âWhat It Does Not Knowâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, So You, âO My Godâ, Can Start To Teach âYour Light Childâ About âWhat It Does Not Knowâ, In Order For âYour Light Childâ To âLeave Hereâ, That Is, âO My Godâ, In Order For âYour Light Childâ To Leave âThe School of Contrastâ And Go Off To âYour Next Schoolâ For âYour Light Childâ, That Is, To âThe School of Lightâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, In Order For âYour Light Childâ To âElevate Itselfâ Out of Here, And Return To You, âO My Godâ, But This Time With âMy Lifeâ Next Existing As âThe Understandingâ of âThe Light Childâ, That Is, But This Time With âMy Lifeâ Next Existing As âThe Understandingâ of âWho We Are Notâ, Which In Truth Is âThe Understandingâ of âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Within âGodâs School of Contrastâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And As Such, âMy Lifeâ Can Next Exist Within âYour Light Childâ, As âYour Understandingâ of You, âO My Godâ, if we like, First As âYour Understandingâ of âWho You Are Notâ, Within âGodâs School of Contrastâ, Which Is âYour Understandingâ of âThe 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Which In Truth Is âYour Understandingâ of âYour Creationâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And Next, âO My Godâ, As âYour Understandingâ of âWho You Areâ, Within âGodâs School of Lightâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, Within Which Is âYour Understandingâ of What Is âBeyond Youâ, âO My Godâ, Within Me, That Is, First As âYour Understandingâ of âThe 7 Heavensâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, And Then As âThe Understandingâ of âThe 8th Heavenâ, Within âMan-God/God-Manâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, And Then As âThe Understandingâ of What Is âBeyond Thatâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, of What Is Beyond What Is Within âMan-God/God-Manâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, So You, âO My Godâ Can Set About âLiberating Your Soulâ From âMy 7 Hellsâ, By Transforming âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Into âYour 7 Heavensâ, Within Youâ, O My Godâ, Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, That Is, When âMy Lifeâ Truly Become âPeaceful With Is Own Endingâ, Right Now, This Very Moment, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, âO My Godâ, When âMy Lifeâ Truly Become âPeaceful With Is Own Endingâ, Right Now, This Very Moment, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within Me, That Is, Now Within âThe Life and Teachingâ, And âThe Heartâ, And âThe Songâ (See "God's Song" of "Grace, Wisdom, and 'Ilm (Divine Knowledge)"), of Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And In âThis Wayâ, And Only In âThis Way, âO My Godâ, By You, âO My Godâ, Transforming âMy 7 Hellsâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, All of Which In Truth Is Now Made Out of âThe 5 Elementsâ, Still In Ignorance of God, Joined In Partnership With âOur Mindâ And âOur Desiresâ, As âA Co-operative Storeâ For âPersonal Profitâ, Into âYour 7 Heavensâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, Within Me, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is,âO My Godâ, Into âYour 7 Heavensâ, Within You, âO My Godâ Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, Within Me, All of Which In Truth Is Made Out of âYour Four Angelsâ Now As âYour Understandingâ of âYour Creationsâ, Within Which Has Dawned âYour Triple Flameâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, âWhen The Two Become Oneâ,Â
âO My Godâ, As Now âYour Re-openedâ World of Souls, Within You, âO My Godâ Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, Within Me, âO My Godâ, and that is for sure. Amen.
Bawa. And Then From Within âThatâ, âO My Godâ, That Is, And Then From Within âYour 7 Heavensâ, âO My Godâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Now Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, Within Me, âO My Godâ, Revealing âYour 8th Heavenâ, As Your Dearest Loving Prophet Muhammad (blessing and peace be upon Him), That Is, As âYour Firdausâ, That Is, As âThe Openingâ of âYour Kingdomâ, Within âMan-God/God-Manâ, Within You, âO My Godâ, Within âYour Lifeâ Within âMy Lifeâ, Within Me, and that is for sure. Amen.
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02. Understanding âShaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â
Bawa. The way âThis Child of Lightâ was born is mysterious and the way it grows is not as mysterious. It grows as a result of me obeying âMy Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â.Â
Bawa. He has asked âMy Wisdomâ, Not âMeâ, to do many things in the past few years, many of which I have been unable to do because of âMyâ lack of understanding of âMyselfâ, because of âMyâ lack of the ability to NOT âThink Exclusivelyâ About âMyselfâ, For Example, That âI Have To Understand Himâ, Or God, Or That âIâ Have To motivate myself, or because of just plain stubbornness, which as Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says, is the opposite of love.Â
Bawa. A major thing Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) asked me to do was opposite to how I envisioned living my life. This was to stop going to the Fellowship. I was building my life around the Fellowship and considered that when I retired, I'd have the time to spend more time there, typing Bawa's discourses, joining in the prayers, perhaps teaching Arabic, helping in the office, talking to new people, going to the meetings, and just being âa presenceâ at the Fellowship.Â
Bawa. When Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) told me not to go it took me a few passes before I actually did stop going. There was a great disconnect between what he asked me to do and what I felt inside that I was meant to be doing or wanted to do. All this had to do with my conception of âwho I amâ, and of âwhere I amâ, and âwhat I'm doingâ (what is happening), which as Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says is never what you think.
Bawa. So to give me the room to find or to clear away enough space for âThe Light Childâ to grow, I have to be alone. I also needed structure. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) tried many different approaches to establishing these conditions in my life unbeknownst to me. When I was working I had to call him on the phone every hour. When I retired, he wanted me to volunteer at a hospital which was really inimical to my understanding of my station in life. I did not want to give away my services for free and I did not like being around people who were sick. When I told him those things he was so amazed that a person could be so backward as to think the way I did. When I actually did volunteer, it was totally different from those preconceptions and afforded good learning.
Bawa. In our many conversations, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) let me know that I am full of blood ties and if the angel of death comes now, I will be relegated to a hell of blood ties where he said he would visit me, but wouldn't it be better to be:
âGod Witnessing Himself
Awakening To Himselfâ,
Within âThe Heartâ of âThe Oneâ
Who Will Truly Let Himself "End In Godâ,
As Now âThe Placeâ
Where âEveryone Comes To Greet Godâ,
And âGive Up The Ghost",
That Is, To "Willingly And Freelyâ,
Let Themselves âEnd In Godâ,
Disappearing IntoÂ
âThe Perfect Endingâ of âTheir Perfect Storyâ,
and that is for sure."
Bawa. One subtlety is that you can't do the things that Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) asks you to do because you want to get something out of it, or from a fear of not getting something if you don't do it. Part of the relationship you establish with âYour Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â is that you obey him because he is telling you to do it. Period.Â
Bawa. It's sort of like with your parents, when they say âDo Thisâ because I told you so. But it's done out of love and not out of fear. This is one reason I would not always obey. It was because I realized that if I did obey, it would only be doing it out of fear of hell or whatever, and I did not want to live my life like that. The bottom line is no matter who you are, you can't do what âShaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â asks, because only God can do anything. Only God can go to God, and only God can turn away from God, and only God Can turn back to God. In one of his latest messages Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says:Â
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Bawa. âA Copyâ of âAn Updated On-line Versionâ of Wisdom Message â337â, As Now About âYouâ, As Now âThe Oneâ, Within âThe Oneâ, if you like, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, About âYouâ As Now âThe Oneâ Who Has Truly Learned That âWe Can Only Reach Godâ, As âHim Reaching Himâ, That Is, As âGod Reaching
Godâ, That Is, As âGodâ, As Now âOur Soulâ Reaching God, That Is, As "What Never Changes" Reaching "What Never Changes", and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And That âGodâ, Now As âOur Soulâ, Can Only âReach Godâ, With âOur Soulâ Having Truly âTranscendedâ Everything Other Than âGodâ, That Is, With âOur Soulâ Having Fully âUnderstoodâ Everything Other Than âGodâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. That Is, With âOur Soulâ Having Fully âUnderstoodâ Everything Which Is âAlways Changingâ, All of Which In Truth Is Now âYour Current Lifeâ, And âThe Current Lifeâ of All of My Children, Without Exception, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And Only Then, Can âHe Reach Beyond Himâ, That Is, Can âGod Reach Beyond Godâ, That Is, And Only Then Can âGod Transcend Godâ, And BecomeÂ
What Has Been Hidden Within God, By God, Which Is âHis Understanding of Himâ, That Is, Which Is âMan-God/God-Manâs Understanding of Godâ, and that is for sure.Â
Bawa. And âYouâ Will Be âThatâ, And âWeâ Will Be Within âThatâ, As âOneâ,Â
if you like, and that is for sure. Amen)
(Also See "God's Song" of "Grace, Wisdom, and Divine Knowledge ['Ilm]", Now Being Sung For You, By âThe Sacred Universal Travelerâ of God, Now For Your Age, Now For All Life, if you like)
Bawa. That Is, âIf You Are A Wise Childâ, Now For Your Age, And âNot Just A Foolish Childâ, Now For Your Age, As Bawa Teaches Us, and that is for sure)
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Bawa. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen's (Ral.) words (in the multi colored lettering) are available on line in his daily wisdom messages and love letters which he sends out to anyone who will ask him. The difference between his words and others is the difference between the rain water falling, and water which flows down the mountain side collecting the energies of the elements, and how these two different kinds of water will nourish the vegetation.Â
Bawa. The rainwater falling has a magnetic energy which actually gives life to the plant, which is lost in the other. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) synthesizes Bawa Muhaiyaddeen's (Ral.) teachings to a new level, which he explains as their lives joining together to produce the grandchild Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) And the living words of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Now has the power to destroy the ignorance in the darkness which is preventing âThe Light Childâ to live and grow.
Bawa. I have undergone much mental pain, trouble and tribulation in my life which has fed a desire for comfort to alleviate or escape from the pain. For example I have had insomnia, and so have tried different ways of going to sleep, some of which work and then backfire in some way. So when I am praying at night it's been to conk myself out, not really out of sincere prayer.
Bawa. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) has told me that I should just get on my knees and not get up until Only God Is There, As âOne Withâ Me, But somehow I turn âThat Intentionâ into praying until I'm tired enough to go to sleep. The getting to sleep and my comfort have been more important than anything.Â
Bawa. Having had mental problems as a result of sleeplessness is my justification for putting so much importance in a good nights sleep. The mind is very powerful when it has you under it's thumb. So I've experienced the terrors and evils of being trapped in my mind. But God Within âThe Light Childâ actually dispels these things. My life has undergone a huge change not by any pills or techniques but just this feeling in my heart of peace that cannot be moved by whatever the mind may come up with in terms of worry or fear.
Bawa. These worries and fears actually have a use in that only God Within âThe Light Childâ can cure them. As long as they're there it indicates that âGodâs Light Childâ is a prisoner inside of âYour Mindâ Within You. Or as Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says, it is Jesus, peace be upon him, on his cross, held there by the nails of your desires. And you Truly Joined âIn Partnershipâ With God Within You, As âOne Withâ God Within You, As âTwo Lives Now Living As One Lifeâ, Within God Within You, have to free him from the cross, Not By yourself, Or because you put him there, But Rather, By Godâs Intervention In âHis Lifeâ, Within âYour Lifeâ, Within God Within You, and that is for sure..Â
Bawa. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says that Jesus (A.S.) Did not die for âOur Sinsâ, But Rather, He Died So âWe Could Sinâ, That is, So âOur Pure Lifeâ Could Become âAn Impure Lifeâ, That Is, So âOur Pure Lifeâ Could Become âA Life of Sinâ, of âDarkness and Evilâ, Within âOur Mindâ Within Us, As In Truth, if you like, 1/2 of âGodâs School of Contrastâ For âOur Soulâ, With âOur Awakened Wisdomâ, As Our âLight Childâ, Making Up The Other Half of âGodâs School of Contrastâ For âOur Soulâ, For âThe Benefit, For The Learningâ of âOur Soulâ, That Is, As Jesus (A.S.) As âOur Soulâ Crucified On âThe Crossâ of âOur Mindâ, By âThe Nailsâ Or Desires of âOur Bodyâ, That is, immobilized on the cross which enables âOur Lifeâ to sin.Â
Bawa. In This Way, Jesus (A. S.) has died for âOur Lifeâ, and he expects âOur Lifeâ to return the favor: to end, or to die for Him, so âHaving Understoodâ The Sins of âOur Impure Lifeâ, Within âOur Mindâ Within Us, That Is, Within âHis School of Contrastâ, He can get off of His cross, Again Appear As âOur Pure Lifeâ, But Now As âOne Withâ Our Awakened Wisdom, Which Is âOur 6th Level of Wisdomâ.
Bawa. And Having âUnderstoodâ His Cross & Nails, That Is, Having Understood âOur Impure Lifeâ, That Is, Having Understood âThe Darknessâ of âOur Lifeâ, That Is, Having Understood About âWho He Is Notâ, In His âSchool of Contrastâ, He goes in search of âHis Next Schoolâ, Which Is âThe School of Lightâ, To Learn About âWho He Isâ, which is of God, That Is, He Goes In Search of the Nur of âOur Lifeâ, Which Is âThe Lightâ of Our Divine Luminous Wisdom, That Is, Which Is âThe Lightâ of âOur 7th Level of Wisdomâ, In Order To Next Understand About âThe Lightâ of âOur Lifeâ, all of which is God's next step in His search for Himself, hidden within Himself, Within us.
Bawa. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says that God does not want âOur Good Qualitiesâ, First, Because In Truth âThatâ Is Not What âGod is Lackingâ Within us, That Is Not What âGod Needsâ Within us, For What God Is Now Doing, Within us, Which Is God Building âThe School of Contrastâ For âOur Soulâ, Within us, And Second, Because âWe Donât Have Good Qualitiesâ, Because In Truth âOnlyâ God Is âGoodâ, Not People, Because In Truth Only God Is âThe Good Qualitiesâ of God, Not People, and that is for sure.
Bawa. Instead What God Needs From âOur Lifeâ Is âThe Current Stateâ of âOur Lifeâ, Which In Truth Is âOur Bad Qualitiesâ, That Is, What God Wants From âOur Lifeâ Is âOur Impure Lifeâ, That Is, For It To Join Up With God, For What âGod Is Doingâ, Within us, That Is, To Become âOne Withâ God, if you like, That Is, To Become âOne Withâ, if you like, With âOur Pure Lifeâ, Now For Your Age, Now For All Life, That Is, To Become âOne Withâ The Pure Life of God That Is Now Still Living In âThe Worldâ With us, Which In Truth Is Now Our Dearest Loving Brother âShaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)â, In Whom âGod Is Well Pleasedâ, As Now In Truth âOur Wisdomâ, As Now In Truth âOur Direct Connection To Godâ Within us, if we like, In Order For God To Finish Building Godâs âSchool of Contrastâ For âOur Soulâ, Within us, And Using It, âLiberate Our Soulâ From us, By Teaching It âWhat It Does Not Knowâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, God Wants From You âWhat You Truly Haveâ Not What âYou Think You Haveâ In âYour Ignoranceâ of God, And Now In âYour Arrogance About Your Ignorance of Godâ, And What You Now âTruly Haveâ, Is âYour Bad Qualitiesâ, That Is, And What You Now âTruly Haveâ, Is âYour Impure Lifeâ, Within âYour Mindâ Within You, and that is for sure.
Bawa. All of Which Now Makes Up âYour Current Life of Darknessâ, Within âYour Mindâ Within You, But Which When Joined As âOne Withâ, if you like, With âYour Grace Awakened Wisdomâ of God Within You, As âYour Life of Lightâ, Within God Within You, Allows God To Complete âThe School of Contrastâ For âYour Soulâ, And Then âTeach Itâ What It Does Not Know, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And In Truth, âThisâ, And Only âThisâ, That Is, âYour Current Lifeâ of Darkness, That Is, âYour Current Lifeâ of âYour Bad Qualitiesâ, Is âThe Wealthâ of âYour Current Lifeâ, As In Truth âWhat Is of True Valueâ To God Within us, As What In Truth You Can Truly Give To God, Moment To Moment, As You Live Out âYour Lifeâ In The World, Praising God For Everything (Al-hamdu lillah), And Absolute Trust & Surrender To God (Tawakul Allah), But In Truth With âYouâ Doing âThisâ, And Only With âYouâ Doing âThisâ, With No Desire For Anything, Simply Because âYour Lifeâ In Truth Belongs To God, Not To âYour Monkey Mindâ, Or To âYour Dog of Desire, Or To âYour Mother or Fatherâ, Or To âYour Wife Or Husbandâ, Or To âYour Childrenâ, Or To âYour Race, Religion, Or Blood Tiesâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. So âYour Current Lifeâ of Darkness & Evil, Now âLiving and Thrivingâ Within âYour Mindâ Within You, Is Currently âThe Greatest Wealthâ of âYour Lifeâ, Because In Truth âThese are yours to tradeâ, That is, These Are How âYou Do Businessâ With God, Giving God What âYou Haveâ, Which Is âYour Darkness & Evilâ, Allowing God to Give To you What God Has, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Allowing God to Give To you What God Has, Which Is First To âHeal Your Mindâ of âIts Illnessâ, Which Is âYour Ego Lifeâ, On âThe Illusory Outsideâ of You, Which In My Case, Is âElizabeth Weissâ As âA Womanâ, As âA Wifeâ, As âA Motherâ, And As âA Friendâ, By Convincing âYour Lifeâ To End Before âThe Graveâ, That Is, Before âYour Graveâ Finds You In âYour Current Stateâ of âIllusory Separationâ From God, Within you, And Second, Which Is To âHeal Your Soulâ of âIts Illnessâ,Â
Which First Is âGodâs Ignoranceâ of âThe Creation of Godâ, And Second is âGodâs Ignoranceâ of God, and that is for sure.
Bawa. That Is, Allowing God to Give To you What God Has, Which Is First âHis Lightâ, Now On âThe Outsideâ of You, Now Still Living In âThe Worldâ With You, As Now âThe Life and Teachingâ, And âThe Heartâ, And âThe Songâ (See "God's Song" of "Grace, Wisdom, and 'Ilm (Divine Knowledge)"), of Your Dearest Loving Son, And Our Dearest Loving Brother, Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), In Whom âYou Are Well Pleasedâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. This means that those qualities you're been trying to escape from actually help âYour Lifeâ, because, number one: they show you that âYour Light Childâ is imprisoned -- if âYour Light Childâ wasn't imprisoned you would not be experiencing your bad qualities as discomfort, and number two: they reveal to you the state of your mind and all of these things you can be handing to God, as what you have that's honestly yours to give God. Â
Bawa. This is why Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) says: Â
And Now
As Bawa Teaches Us,
In âAn Excerptâ,
From An âOn-line Postingâ
By âThe Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowshipâ
- No Source Provided -
And Now Reviewed
All Now As Part
of âThe Life and Teachingâ,
And âThe Heartâ,
of Our Dearest Loving Father
Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.),Â
and that is for sure.
About
âThe True Natureâ of âYour Lifeâ,
As Now About âYouâ,
Again
As Now âThe Oneâ,
Within âThe Oneâ,
and that is for sure.
âAll that your mind brings into your life, all the wrong thoughts and ideas, must be checked and controlled by wisdom.Â
Showing it love and comfort, wisdom will teach the mind and bring it to a state of peace.
God created this wisdom-psychology within man.Â
Through this, one can heal all the difficulties which arise from the joy and sorrows, thoughts and intentions of the mind.Â
If you utilize this inherent wisdom-psychology correctly, you will never suffer from disturbances of the mind or from many of the common physical illnesses.
That psychology will never leave you; it will teach you whenever necessary. Please think about this.
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Bawa. Having problems plus a connection to Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) gives you a chance to access this wisdom-psychology which allows âThe Light Childâ to grow.
Bawa. Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) uses the analogy of --- if you get a letter that is addressed to your neighbor what do you do? And of course the answer is you give the letter to your neighbor. Â
Bawa. So this is equivalent to your evil qualities and thoughts. They are not âYour Lifeâ since the central tenant of Sufism is I do not exist â so since you don't exist these thoughts aren't yours or you -- they belong to God. So you can hand them to God the same way you would hand your neighbors' letter back to them. And when you do this you say,
Thank You O God,
No Thank You O God,
What's Next?Â
Bawa. In this way you don't take ownership of those things (which cuts out the whole guilt thing), and you allow God to use them up for what He is doing. And what God is doing now according to Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) is really amazing.Â
Bawa. Since the world is at the end of this current cycle, God is tying up everything, so you never know what is the value To God of the things that are going on in your life. But He can't take them without your permission. He has given us everything and it is our choice what we keep.Â
Bawa. So Keep Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), As Now âYour Wisdomâ, As Now âYour Direct Connectionâ To God, Within you, And Give Everything Else Back To God, Saying,Â
Thank You O God,
No Thank You O God,
What's Next?
Bawa. When we say âBawaâ we are putting âBawaâ in front and in that space that's created by âBawa standing upâ in âOur Heartâ we automatically âsit downâ and let Him manifest Him, But This Time, Within âGodâs Lifeâ Within âOur Lifeâ, Within Us.
Bawa. Bawa joins âOur Livesâ in a special part of âOur Heartâ, In âThe Lightâ Part of âOur Heartâ, that is, In The Part of âOur Heartâ That Is not connected to Us, But Rather Is Directly Connect To God, With Us Now Living In âThe Dark Partâ of âOur Heartâ, as there is no relationship between light and darkness.Â
Bawa. So we have to âTask Bawaâ in order for him to leave âHis spaceâ and come into âOur Heartâ, So We Can âJoin Himâ In âWhat He Is Doingâ, Within God Within us, That is, By us âLetting Endâ What In Truth âWhat We Only Thinkâ That âWe Are Doingâ, But Which In Truth Is Only Something About âOur Current Lifeâ of âDarkness & Evilâ Within âOur Mindâ Within Us, Which In Truth Is âNothingâ.
Bawa. That Is, So We Can âJoin Himâ In âWhat He Is Doingâ, Within God Within us, That is, By Join With God In Beginning âWhat God Is Really Doingâ, Within God Within Us, Which In Truth Is âThe Everything of Godâ That Now Makes Up All of âThe Partsâ of âGodâs Storyâ, Within God Within us, Which Is âThe Storyâ of âThe Onenessâ of God And True Man, Within God Within Us, and that is for sure.
Bawa. It's not a matter of Him taking over âOur Lifeâ because then âOur Lifeâ would not grow or change. But it is a matter of God joining âOur Lifeâ, Within âOur Mindâ Within Us, With âHis Lifeâ, Within God Within Us, And of âOur Lifeâ Enthusiastically âLetting Himâ, That is, And of âOur Lifeâ Enthusiastically âLetting Godâ Have âHis Wayâ With us, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And In âThis Wayâ, And Only In âThis Wayâ, With âOur Lifeâ Letting God Within Us First create âA New Lifeâ, Within God Within Us, which is âThe Child of Lightâ, Within God Within Us, While Both âGod And Our Lifeâ Still Can, That Is, Before âOur Life Dies To The Fleshâ In âOur Current Stateâ of Illusory Separationâ From God Within Us, And âHell Becomes The Only Eternal Fateâ, For âOur Lifeâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. The wonderful thing about Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen's (Ral.) teaching is that it is going somewhere. He explains the âHOWâ. He explains (and I am embryonic in my understudying of this) how God lives in us and we live in God.Â
We are searching for God while God is also searching for us. God is inside a seed that He planted inside of us at the beginning of creation with the intention that the seed would become aware of itself and grow into a tree with 1,000 seeds, which Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) describes thusly:Â
One Within âThe Otherâ As One,
One Revealing âThe Otherâ Within It,
One Disappearing Within âThe Oneâ Being Revealed,
Only To Be Revealed Again, By âThe Otherâ,
As It âReturns The Favorâ,
Revealing And Disappearing Within âThe Oneâ Within it,
and that is for sure.
But This Time âA 1000 Foldâ,
As âThe 1000 Generosities of Godâ,Â
For The Benefit of All of The Creation of God,
Within âThe 18,000 Universesâ,
Within Man And Within God,Â
AndÂ
Within God And Within Man,
and that is for sure.
So In The End,
âThere Is No Child Left Behindâ,Â
So In The End,
âThere Is Nothing Still Separating You From Youâ,
Amen.
Bawa. I hope i will become âdumb enoughâ to contribute to "Bawa for Dummies". The Islamic saying is,
 "Please forgive me for any mistakes,Â
Only God is perfect".Â
Bawa. In âMy Understandingâ of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.), As Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) Teaches Me, In Truth âMy Lifeâ Is Now âGod Witnessing Godâ Awakening To Himself, Within âThe Heartâ of âThe Oneâ Who Will Truly âLet Himself Endâ In God, Now For My Age, Now For All Lifeâ, if we like, and that is for sure.
Bawa. And As Such, it is hypocritical for me to ask for forgiveness for âmeâ, First, Because In âThat True Stateâ of âMy Lifeâ, Which Is âOneness With Godâ, It Would Be âGod Asking Godâ For Forgiveness,Â
Bawa. And Second, Because In âMy Current Stateâ, That Is, As Now Living âThe Lifeâ of âThe Egoism of The Iâ, Within âMy Mindâ Within Me, Anything That âThe Ego Lifeâ Says, it doesn't really mean it, for example, when It asks for forgiveness, for in truth as a âCreation of Godâ within âMy Mindâ, Completely In Ignorance of God, Within Me, In Truth it is incapable of acting like anything else, and that is for sure.
Bawa. But God Within Me Can Deal With âThis Apparent Hypocrisyâ Within me, So At All Times, Turn To God Within You, Rather Than To âYourself, Within âYour Mindâ Within You, That Is, At All Times, Turn To God Within You, As âYour Only Friendâ, As âYour Only Guideâ, As âThe Only Oneâ Who Is Truly Worthy of âYour Loveâ, and that is for sure.
Bawa. I hope by excerpting Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen's (Ral.) words a disservice isn't done, because He puts them together purposefully and carefully. I am hoping the above selections will reflect the whole as âa fractalâ of the teaching because this to me is proof of the validity of the words, each idea beautifully reflects and proves the whole.Â
Bawa. If you want to go on the whole journey you should read an entire message, and keep reading the new ones as long as âThe Graceâ of the new messages keeps coming.
Bawa. For that you can email Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.) at Bawa786@aol.com
Bawa. I just hope that you read Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen's (Ral.) words for yourself. You can start withÂ
http://shaikhmuhaiyaddeen.homestead.com
Bawa. Or for the âDaily Wisdom Messagesâ:
http://wisdommessageoftheday.homestead.com
Bawa. Or for the âDaily Love Lettersâ:
http://loveletterstomychildren.homestead.com
Bawa. And Now For âThe New Bookâ,
http://www.bawa-for-dummies.com
Bawa. Thank You Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.). I love you.
"The End"
of "Chapter 02"
Understanding
 âThe Light Childâ of âMy Godâ,
Go To "Review of Chapter 03"
As "Love Letter 029",
To Aziza Muhaiyaddeen (Ral.)